Journal entry Dec 6th 2012
I have so many questions in my heart right now, concerning so many things…..but when I woke up this morning there was one firm word in my heart: trust.
It all boils down to trust.
Do I trust God to come through for me?
Do I trust Him to see my heart and answer what I truly need and not just what I think I want?
Do I believe that He will carry me through the valley and beyond?
Or will I, as I often do, try to figure stuff out in my own understanding? Will I try to make my own alternate ending to my story?
Will I allow fear to rule my heart?
If I truly trust, I cannot be afraid.
If I truly keep my eyes on Him alone, I cannot be anxious.
When my hope is fixed in Jesus, it shows.
It shows in a calm confident heart that knows He is God and trusts in Him.
As one of my fav bloggers says, God is crazy faithful.
And that, my friend, is the bottom line.
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